Saturday, May 29, 2010

Creative Hairs.

My dream hair. Hope to graduate fast. XD
But I'm gonna bleach and dye the bottom hald instead of the top half being blonde.
like the image below:

The hair that i suggested to denise. ;)
nice wei. haha.

ohhh man my blog is so dead..
Right now I'm rushing for my geo project. SIGh. D=

great site. ;)


p/s; I won 3rd place is whole pasir gudang for english essay. ;) ha-ha. dint expected it.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Another untitled.

Delicious! Shoes by Jonathan Liang.
(MY BRO HEHE! rofl)

Im so tired..
Maths paper 2 is on monday. Hates! >:(
Mom's going philipines on monday.
Leaving me all alone in JB with daddy.
Means I can go to Jusco if I want. ;)
Then wesak mom go Melaka pulak.
sad daughter.


p/s; sorry if theres no drawings. Stress out.

Friday, May 21, 2010



my nail blog. :)
I shall love those who click.
the rest go die.
rofl no la. <3
I love u all. =D


Thursday, May 20, 2010


20 May

21 May
BI2 BI 1 MM1

24 May

25,26, 27- Study whatthe..

28 May

31 May

1 June

2 June
=islam and chinese, not taking=

3 June



Monday, May 17, 2010

Teacher's day.

Yes.. teacher's day.

Thought it would be a great day.
Thought lah.
First I arrived at school.
Yes and we went in.
I can feel my stomach crying for help to go home.
But I stayed.

After awhile, Geraldine and Ting.
Of cause would to mix around with Shafiq and Ong.
And well, I followed Yuan, nini, Joshua, Yun Hao. etc.
But of cause, the loneliness comes back fast.
All alone again.
I saw ah bing (some guy harhar. whom I donno of but I do, in FB. Internet these days huh)
I saw him walking around alone.
He's sometimes alone. :\
Thought of going over to say hi.
shy. harhar. typical..

went into the hall. Leon plugged in his speakers.
And blast some music.
The only time which I was actually surounded by people.
well duh. I'm shouting. Who won't noticed.
yes, Got this weird feeling of being surounded by guys.
makes me feel.. as im fishing.
But these are old friends. Great people.
For awhile.
Yes, screaming to TH songs, Ke$ha, Black eye Peas..
And Lily Allen. F*** you.

Then I decided to go to the toilet.
Ahh yes. walking there alone.
For some reason.
I enjoyed being alone for a moment.
It feels relaxing.
But I din't dare to walk pass by the people I know.
Weird feeling. yes..typical for me.

wasted my time in school.
i should have stayed home and rest.
Yes, I still hate school.
but being alone just now.
I feel great.


Friday, May 14, 2010

Thunder, Lighting, Boom, Boom.

Today after CF, rain was like pouring really hard.
Had a short shelter when I went to find Miss Hew.
In order to get to the "foyer" I had to run from the hallway all the way there.
But getting pissed at the rain wont help.

So duh, no choice, I ran.
but once I went out into the rain,
a random lighting stroked near by.
I can feel the vibration of the thunder.

So I took shelter again and wait.
I continue running and again when I got out,
it strikes again.

So scary.
Someone up there must really hate me.

by the way,
the choir group is canceled due to no one staying back yesterday
(well duh, they had it last minute)
Who would want to stay back when they just randomly tell you that
"oh, today we have gather you here for our first practice. But also, we got one day. So it's our last practice too, so please stay back after school"


anyway, canceled. :3


Thursday, May 13, 2010

Thursday. 13 May

was called out of class for some practice.
We'r singing Legenda and We Are The World for teacher's day.
and thought I can ponteng. Haih. :\
nemai lah..
While some guy was doing the "we will rock u" sound
I start the song with..

Come on, you can look at me, I dont need to fit in!
Stand up, if you give a damn, it's the livin' season.

TH- Hey You

I had to sing like, 2 lines from Lagenda. :\
why malay song my gah.
At least my malay not so cacat.

Teacher's day on Monday!. T90 will be doing some actions. >:3
I'm so tired these days.
keep falling asleep in the afternoon nom..
headaches are gone already.

12 more days to mid term. Die.



Full view~


Saturday, May 8, 2010

A Mother

You know,
A mother,
They sometimes annoy us don't you think.
I remember my last year mother's day.
yeah, my mom scolded me on that day.
Don't remember what is was.
But it's best to think about the line;
"its better to get scolded by a mother, than having no mother"

Though, they do annoy us sometimes by buying us the same thing to eat everyday..

But we cant blame them for being too busy till buy the same thing.
But their being busy for us.
we should be thankful.

sometimes they are too busy till they forget to pick us up.
all mothers are forgetful.
everyone is.

But in the end they did pick us up.
They rush for us.
and even sometimes kena saman.
we should be thankful.

A mother would scold for 2 reasons;
and PMS
sometimes we do the wrong things
we make them angry.
we upset them,
we insulted them,
we talk back,
we ignore..
and the list goes on

But they sacrifice their energy by scolded us
trying to lead us to the right path
making sure we do not mix with the wrong person
we should be thankful

So on this day,
why not draw a card?
write her a song,
study hard..
the list goes on.
to show that we ARE thankful
for the stuff they did for us.


Tokio Hotel

Tom Kaulitz

Gustav Schafer

Georg Listing

and best of all:

Bill Kaulitz
(beautiful :( I love u bill!)

Come back to Malaysia. =(
we all miss you.
ohhohoh, Tom look so candid in the pic. xD

well yes people, I admit from my previous post, Tom IS hot, but I don't like those guys who are unfaithful! ):
But hes still hot lah.
but Bill's hotter. ;)

Currently listening to:
Tokio Hotel -Human connect to Human


Friday, May 7, 2010

Tom Or Bill Kaulitz

I took a quiz about who's your soulmate for Tom and Bill Kaulits.
At first I got Tom, here's the results

Okay , so you pull a name out of the hat and it was "toms" so you walk up to the closet and let him in then closes the door and sits down and he starts kissing you and he takes your shirt off and then you pull his shirt off and he takes your bra off and then he pulls of your pants and your pull off his and then he finishes undressing you and you finish undressing him and then he shoves it in you and you moan a little and then you hear a big BANG on the door because gustav pushed bill against the door and then they both yelled "times up" so you and tom both got dressed and went out then you never heard of him again

Then I did it again, and got Bill:

Okay , So You Pull A Name Out Of A Hat , Its Bill's Name , He Stands up Grabs your hand and pull's you up and take's you to the door to the closet then he goes in and you follow and shut the door behind you he starts asking simple qestions and you answer them then he get's close to you and puts his arm around you , you try to scoot away from him but his grip is to tight and he starts kissing you and you kiss him back and he tugs on your shirt and he lift's it up a little and try's to take it off and you take it off for him and then you tug on his shirt and pulls it up a little and he takes it of for you and you put your hands on his chest and then you hear a loud bang on the door and it was tom , Gustav hit tom against the door and then tom yelled "TIME FOR YOU TO TO COME OUT" and then you get dress and get out and he asked you out and then you sit in his lap the rest of the night :]

In conclusion, Bill is love.
denise, your tom, *thumbs down*
So tom,

no offence to those Tommy lovers.


Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Untitled Post

Well recently I got this feeling that the whole world had changed.
When something goes up, another will go down.
Well, we cant have the best of everything can't we?

Not talking about my family life, in fact, my family life is great.
Nothing special, just a normal family.

But there is another problem bothering me.
School life.
Is not that I'm stressed up with studies or anything.
I CAN cope with it.
I CAN achieve As. (not)
That's not the main problem, no.

It's not the teachers, their fine.
It's not the si botak, his head is shinny enough (principle)
It's not the school canteen, tho they poison once, still ok.
It's not the facilities that my school lack of.
It's not the super mini library.
It's not this not that.

Is that I'm lonely.

After 3 years of SMKTM, whyyy during form 3?
Oh sweet memories comes back when I think back on form 1.
yes, it was Emily, Ji Ying, Sher Lee, Hui Min. etc etc.
Form 2, I had Rui, Nini and gang.
Great memories.
Time sure pass fast.
It's PMR year, all things falls down.

The loneliness I'm having, is not that I have no friends, where got so Cham..
As in, I'm losing them.
Most of them, either end up with their partner, or some just avoids you without a reason.
I'm not complaining about you guys or anything,
But I really can't take it walking down ALONE during recess.
I hate the feeling of being alone,
I fear it tho, monophobia.
I'm not talking bad or anything. But I don't know,
If you all DO noticed that I'm being down.
Everyday, I'm being ignored all the time, being left out, pushed to a corner, pretending, dumped.

I pretend to sleep in class,
I complain that I'm sleepy, sick.
I say that I would want to go to the Komprasi, Teman me?
Pretending all these EVERYDAY,
Doing all over and over again.
Because of this small matter.
stupid me.

I did told Yee Chien before that I can't wait to change school.
I can't getting out from this hell hole.
Yea sure, you guys would all say:
"don't lah change school! stay till SPM"
By the time SPM's over, you guys can attend my funeral.
cause I've already committed suicide.
Asking me to stay back, but why bother for me!?
everyday is the same! Walking up, down, left right, in out alone.
everyday is the same, pretending pretending pretending.
everyday is like hell.
How I complain to keiffer every night, telling him
"Bee, I don't want to go to school"
He keep on pushing me forward to attend, so I can continue.
Die of Monophobia/Autophobia!?

I don't know, but school is hell.
I even bet some of you don't bother reading this at all.


Monday, May 3, 2010

Tokio Hotel Live In Malaysia!

sorry sorry if the pic quality is REALLY bad.
I seriously dont know where the heck my camera fly to.. ):
so i took em with my phone. T_T sucks.

Reached 1u and met up with bee first.
then denise arrived and got the tickets
we lined up like..some random line..
but no. that was not VIP lane.
so we walked 1 round to the lane and finally got in.
got front row man! :P
after awhile the crowd came in.

Back view. Crazy, so many people.
The stage. :) with photographers in front.

We start off with some DJ and then

Pop Shuvit

I donno their band. xD But the guitarist is cool.

And 2nd,


THROUGH MY WINDOW! HEHE! classic old song.

nise is not gonna wash her hands anymore.



OMG. T_T Bill and Tom! HEHHE!
Both both menang hot!!
only know like. 3 songs? XD
not a fan of them
but OMG now that i know, ngegeghadshsajdk! Their hot. xD
i bet my bee bee jealous dah!.

Thank u 1 Utama. 8)

p/s: alot of drunk-ist there. ): very uncomfortable. summore all mostly girls, they are scaring us all. T_T ngeh.
overall, the concert was great. <3